This Day

The day began with the struggle to get out of bed. It was one of those winter days in our fair city and that meant the option of going to work was not looking as attractive as they pay check at the end of the day. As the day has gone by, things have taken a sudden drop in temperature...the office seems cold and no longer welcoming despite the hot air that is it. I sit and wonder how will I make it to the end of the month...how will i survive this much hate and brutality to peoples emotions.

I sit and wonder why a sister or a brother can take time out of a busy schedule to cause hurt and pain...sit there and forget that they too have an element of humanity within them...How? How can you forget? But it is on this day I remember that no matter how much hurt, no matter how much pain, no matter how much brutality, there is a faithful and just God. A God who holds his children near and dear. It is on this day that father in heaven I ask for you to hold your beloved children nearer to thee...It is on this day we ask for your judgement and Lord let it be a fair judgement...Lord it is on this day that we as your children call out to thee...

On this day hear our prayer!

Monday thought

Confessions will be the death of me...especially those confessions I make when I am one drink too many. I should really keep away from the hard stuff...if you know me I bet that you are actually nodding. So the other day confessed my love for a friend to, wait for it, his brothers. Am thinking now what the hell did I do? How high was I, that I would open my mouth and tell the brothers how I feel about him.

Anyway there is no use crying over split milk...what is done is done...my big issue is that he must know. I come from a large family and we have never mastered the art of keeping secrets from each other....So dude now that you know what will we do about it? Do you feel the same? Anyway right now I am of the opinion ...If you love something let it go, if it comes back then you know it was meant to be...

I am done wondering, now that you know let me know how you feel!!

A letter to you

Dear Friend,

I hope that you have been well. I write because I feel that we have not been in touch, despite the fact that we spoke almost three hours ago. What I would like to say is a reflection of what I feel in my heart....

From the very first moment I met you, I knew you would be a special addition to my life. Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine that the feelings I had for you then would turn to be this strong. When am around you, I feel like my world is complete...You make me to want to be a better person. Being around you puts a smile on my face and lights my heart. I feel like cupid strikes my heart with his arrow of love whenever I am around you. When I am around you I touch the sky from the simple things we do...

Friend, I have fallen head over heels for you, but you will never know...you will never get to know how I truly feel because I am afraid. I am afraid that if I let you know my feelings things will change. My fears hold me back from letting you know how I truly feel about you.

As I say good bye to this day, know that you are the bread to my butter, and you do make my heart flutter...I pray that I do gain the courage to let you know how I truly feel and I pray that the courage comes before its too late. But if that day does not come, know this I will love you now and always.

Ever yours,

Your friend.